[sitting completely still in my own bed] this world is gutting me like a fish
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I was thinking "oh but I can't be autistic, I'm so good at eye contact and small talk! I know all the right ratios for looking/not looking and asking/answering questions! I even know the best posture to communicate low-stakes friendliness (about 15 degrees from facing them. weight on one leg. 70% eye contact. still hands.) everybody says I'm great!" before realizing I may be refuting my own point
in 2024 i want to be kinder and more patient and peaceful i want to practice it to the point where little things don’t annoy me anymore
girl are you okay? you’ve been consuming so much media lately that you haven’t allowed yourself to feel one single human emotion for months




